5 - 24 - 2012

you try your hardest to make things better, but in the end they never seem to work. you then begin to question yourself. am i not trying hard enough? will anything i do ever work. it’s like life just sets you up for disappointments, no matter what the situation may be.

when i want something in my life bad enough, i’ll fight for it with no regrets. this just happens to be the first time it is a person. i’m starting to wonder if i’m the only one fighting for something. if i am, then what’s the point of me even trying anymore? i don’t want to waste my time or my energy.

it sucks that i even have to question my situation right now. i have always told myself that if i ever have to question where i stand in a relationship, it’s not where i should be, but right now i feel there something stopping me from leaving.